October 1st is Childrens' Day~
Today, October 1st, marks the 15th year of my womanhood. The end of my childhood. The day that I thought I was bleeding to death for 2 weeks.
And almost every year, my period will celebrate this special day by giving me period cramps and by making my uterus bleed.
On Saturday morning at 10.30am, I woke up to pee. I peed for a really long time. When I stood up, it was almost 11.30.
That was when I realised there was blood everywhere. My bathroom was a murder scene.
Having had UTI last June, I knew that I had to get to the ER immediately. And I thought I can have a hospital-free 2012. Pffft!
Boyfie fetched me around noon to send me to KKH. The traffic decided to be a bitch. Traffic jams and red lights everywhere! We even lost our way and ended up in Toa Payoh! The urge to pee is too strong and I started wailing.
Posted via LiveJournal app for iPhone.
I hate the month of July. Here's why;
Many, many years ago, something happened to me. It was in the month of July. It was so bad, it destroyed my whole life. Everything that I had was taken away from me.
I managed to overcome it all, like the survivor that I am. But nothing can take away the memories...
Posted via LiveJournal app for iPhone.
When I show you care and concern, all I get is being screamed at.
Tell you what. Next time, you can do whatever the fuck you want. It's no use giving a fucking damn anymore.
Posted via LiveJournal app for iPhone.
- Now in:
Last night I found out that I have nothing to live for. And nothing to look forward to.
Posted via LiveJournal app for iPhone.
I was talking to a co-worker during lunchtime. The topic of pregnant PE teachers came up.
According to my friend, when she was in high school, she had a PE teacher, whom at 9 months into pregnancy, was still out running with the students.
One day, she felt a terrible urge to pass motion but nothing came out. Thinking she was constipated, she went to the doctor only to be told that the pass motion feeling is actually a miscarriage. Her baby was stillborn.
#reality
Photo taken from irene_becker, Instagram
Posted via LiveJournal app for iPhone.
I had a very bad dream and I can't stop crying when I woke up. The dream felt so real and I'm scared. You have no idea how much u mean to me.
Posted via LiveJournal app for iPhone.
This bitch has been sleeping for 5 days straight. I'm not kidding. She slept on Monday evening and woke up on Thursday evening to charge her stupid phone. Then she went back to sleep and woke up a few hours ago, which is Friday evening.
Now that she's awake, she spreading her stank by playing her stupid trance music at high volume. It's 11pm, by the way.
She plays her stupid music and she's crouching in a corner, taking up precious space.
Oh, and while she was charging her stupid phone, the electricity in the house went out. She slept through it. So when her sistet came home, she saw that there was no electricity at home. The dumb bitch has been charging her phone. Stupid house is under pre-paid electricity, so the sister has to run to the post office to put some credits using her $20. So fucking unfair, eh? She uses her own money then some bugger freeloads all the electricity in the house.
And when the sister came home today, she saw the bitch charging all her electricals. The fan was switched on, but nobody was using it. She told the stank bitch about the house ran out of electricity but the stupid bitch just gave her a fucking blank stare.
Well, at least it's better than getting screamed at.
I seriously hate everything and everybody. I can't fucking wait to get the fuck out of here.
Posted via LiveJournal app for iPhone.
- Now in:Singapore, Blk 822 Jurong West Street 81
- Facial expression:depressed
Each time you fail to be happy, I feel disappointed in myself.
I feel like a loser. No, I don't feel like one cos I am one.
I have been through many difficulties in life and I've managed to overcome them, but when it comes to feelings, that is when I'll succumb.
Sometimes I feel like giving up, but then I remind myself that I am made of faith and resillience.
But sometimes self-persuasion fails.
Posted via LiveJournal app for iPhone.
- Now in:Singapore, Saint Michael’s Estate, Toa Payoh New Town
- Facial expression:depressed
they have you on their mind 24/7? Do they wait for you to come online
for hours? Do they smile at random times at the thought of you? Do they
miss you all the time? do they think about the smallest things they say?
Well ladies, here's the answer. Honestly this post touches my heart.
Men do love us, but God create them to be the species that's weak in
expressing themselves. What's more remarkable is, they love us better
than we love them. Appreciate them! Love your man.
- Facial expression:
blah
Your Soul is Aries |
 You are impulsive to the point of being a daredevil. You don't like to sit around wondering whether you should act! You are dynamic and goal focused. You want to change the world, and you've got what it takes to do it. You are both quick-witted and quick-tempered. You act immediately on your emotions and impulses. You are confident and brutally honest about your opinions. You believe that it's best to be straight-forward with people. |
Profile
kill_hannie- kill_hannie
chasethestars